Sometimes i feel lost. Sometimes i feel ignorant. Sometimes i feel unwanted. Sometimes i feel insecurity bombarding me. Sometimes i feel that its my choices that made things that way. The thought that maybe everyone is feeling the same way at some point of time in their life made me overlook my misfortune.
Maybe i'm wrong. Maybe its always been me overloading myself with such thoughts. Who can i lean on? What if i became overly dependent? What if i'm not leaned on? Cause i rather not have someone to lean on than not having anyone leaning on.
Studies is screwed, i have no self discipline, zero. i dont feel right in every single thing i do, see or hear. I get irritated by the tiniest actions ever.
Its so messed up, i dont know what to do anymore. Read between the lines.
